I would love nothing more than to wake up every morning and spend eight hours writing. I would love if writing was my full time job! I want writing to be my full time job. I dream that writing will one day be my full time job.
Unfortunately I have obligations that prohibit me from writing full time. Most writers dream the same dream but few of us get to live out the dream. It’s hard to find the time to write for hours when you only have a few hours available.
As an employee, I’m obligated to show up for work. As a wife, I’m obligated to pick up my end of the deal (whether that means cleaning, running errands, making dinner or just being available for my husband.) As a mother, I’m obligated to be there at my children’s beckon call. If they get sick, I must tend to them. If they have a softball/baseball game, it’s my duty to watch from the sidelines and cheer them on.
All of my obligations were also choices. I chose to work full time (only after my husband got laid off and we needed the money). I chose to get married and I chose to become a mother. I have experienced great moments (lots with story potential) because of these choices, but still wish that writing full time was an option.
In addition to the obligations I mentioned, I also have an obligation to myself. I’m obligated to put forth an effort to find the success that I’m looking for. I may not be able to write eight hours a day but I will continue to write everyday in hopes that one day writing will be my only job.
Do you write full time? How many hours a day do you set aside to write?